I finished my first cycle of clomid. For those who don't know what clomid is, It's a hormone drug to help regulate your cycle. Btw… I hate you hormones!
I can't believe how mentally challenging baby making could be… It sounds so straight forward man and women fall in love, get married then you make a baby … Oh so easy!
The first time was a piece of cake, I decided I wanted to be a mummy and it happened.
I don't feel old, Im in my early 30's, all the tests came back normal, Im fit and healthy… why me?
Your emotions really get the better of you… Your mind set becomes this alarm clock, this day, this time or else!
Were both thinking we did not sign up for this!
So I keep telling myself…
"Nobody said it was going to be easy, but promised it would be worth it".
I bonded with someone close to me that has been thru a similar experience. She really helped me realise it can be simple, just enjoy the journey, no deadlines, no pressure, just bring the fun back into it.
What an impact that simple piece of advice… I feel this week ended on a higher note, Im relaxed, positive, and we feel closer than ever!
Never the less, I always need to remind myself to have gratitude… Count my blessings
A xx
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| Amen! |
2 comments:
Your wonderful Annie, and remember if you ever need to vent, I am just around the corner.
Thanks tara, I really appreciate it! xxx
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